HI Esther, I spend a large part of my day wondering what the hell happened to me and I find writing is a way to come to an understanding of what aging means to me, the humor in wanting to drink a glass of wine because I can still get my socks on in the morning, and how my later days in life are a reflection of a much larger journey that has led me here. I don't mourn my youth Esther, I. have learned to celebrate each day who I am and I I hope to be tomorrow... as long as those tomorrows last for me. Thank you for the thoughtful note, you got me going again. Happy Everything this season Esther, I hope you are safe and well these days. T