HI Kristopher, I feel your pain. I spent twenty years writing business books for the fitness industry, turnng out one every two years or so. I had a good publisher and the writing led to many opportunities, but I never wrote the stuff I wanted. I thought I was a good writer, but was humbled when I started in a graduate level writing program just a few years ago and found out I was starting all over again… and it was wonderful. The creative juices were there I just needed a new plan, and this sounds like you Kristopher, years of writing means you can think, but writing for the love of writing may take you down a new creative path, and I love that challenge personally. Thoughtful note and thank you. T